Have experienced God's guidance when you really don't know your direction and seems all things are not going well

Yes, few days ago, I was doomed by bad news and I don’t really know what to do. I am in such pain and hatred. I can’t even open my bible and pray. I cried myself out, I asked my husband to please pray with me. I was in deep silence and God made me realize that He is with me, He want me to trust His ways for his ways and thoughts are not mine. He wants me to be a salt and light to the persons who hurt me.
As I try to be obedient to Him (even step by step) He teach me what will I do how will I react to the situation.