The reason I’m working so hard in my career and to make myself beautiful is because I’m envious ;( Other people are born pretty, they have it easy in life looking beautiful. If I can get the same perks they’re getting for being beautiful, then I’ll have to start making myself pretty. Same goes with work. It’s hard to look around for something “unconditional.” For instance, before you get promoted at work, the condition is that you pass the company’s metrics. Things like this.
I especially envy my very wealthy classmates back in college. I was able to study because I was a scholar, but I wish I could have enjoyed the stuff my college classmates had back then. Until now I’m not enjoying those things that I want. It’s tough feeling envious like this, distracts me a lot.
So how do you cope with your own waves of feeling envious?