I had a pause of growing in Jesus three, four weeks ago, I pray, even though struggling on it, Word seems not work effectively on it…
Faith radio, online sermons, walk in the nature full of beautiful trees, flowers, colorful evening cloud on clear sky, trying to feel the Lord by immersing in the Lord’s creature, but things does not work well. I feel I am trapped in a “jail”.
There were several new kids moved to the community where I am in several weeks ago, 3, 5, 6,7 years old, different age they seem in. They ride scooters by me when I walk through the community, the girls, they chasing one after the another, laughing, some small of them, swimming in the pool with parents, fellows kids.
“See, how joyful, cheerful they are,” It seems God conveying to me, “People are not happy, cause they chasing enjoyable things, they forget what I already give to them, ”
I must say “yes” to this saying, I will repent, and return to God, and always give thanks to Him. Only by thanksgiving I can enter his house.
Psalms 100:4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name.