Out of darkness into his wonderful light!

Before Jesus came into my life I was in such a dark place. I was very unhappy with the direction that my life was headed. I was addicted to pornography. Also, I was deep into depression and self-hatred. Partying and drinking did not satisfy me. Getting drunk did not make my problems go away either.

Even though I have a family who loves me I felt all alone in the world. I had friends that I could get in trouble with. I had friends that I could party and have a good time with. But I didn’t have happiness. I used to cry myself to sleep many nights just wanting to be loved. Just wanted to be in love and just wanting to know that someone loved me.

Soon things got worse especially after getting my heart broken. For the first time in my life I wanted to kill myself and I could not explain why. I just knew that I did not have any reason to live or any purpose in being here at all. So I attempted to commit suicide.

But right when I was in the process of taking my own life, Jesus spoke to me.

He revealed his love to me and he said you have so many reasons to live. Please don’t do this. I have a purpose for your life. I truly love you. Jesus saved me from my depression. He saved me from the suicide and most importantly he saved me from sins and from going to hell.

Every since Jesus saved me my life has been a million times better. Even on my bad days I have the peace of God with me and his Holy Spirit. I can honestly say that this peace, love and joy that people search for all their life lives within me and his name is JESUS CHRIST

Kalvin Valentine Bell

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